The funeral we horribly sad.. It is one thing going to celebrate someones life when they die against their will but when they actually make the decision to end their life then it is difficult. Particularly when you see the broken hearted devastation her death caused her parents, her son, stepsons and partner. On the outside everything seemed to be perfect with her life and she was the sort of person who would talk about any problem she had, so it just doesn't add up.
She loved her cattle and was a fantastic judge of stock. It was particularly moving to see her Belgian Blue bull and her beloved dog leading the cortege into the church.
Desperately sad.